lord of the tunang ring; gen~!

spot the differences?

kill rock & roll; SOAD

So, I felt like the biggest asshole
(Am I the biggest asshole?)
when i kill your rock & roll
(Fuck all the sexy people)
Everytime I look in your eyes
Everyday I'm watching you die
All the thoughts I see in you die, and why?
Eat all the grass
Eat all the grass that you want
Accidents happen in the dark.

disguise? mask? fuck!

"they disguise it, hypnotize it..." Damon Malakian

i knew that nothing is certain in this world, yet, i will always be surprised by how life keeps on surprising me by giving me surprises that manages to make me shocked and well, surprised.

they don't show the true nature of themselves and they hid their true selves, they keep this good natured atmosphere around them, then, wut do u know, they are not what u thought they were, in which they intended to made u unconscious of. so that they can be bad or good, whenever they feel like being one. i dun think any normal human would be happy and pleased to know that he only befriends a mask, not a human, all these while. nobody likes being deliberately lied in the face. i disgust disguiser. well, maybe this is not wrong for the person, maybe being a lier is not wrong for the person, maybe hiding their wrongdoings is not wrong for them. but, being fooled, is certainly wrong for me.

surprised? me too~
p/s: these are only viewed from my perspectives, what's right for me maybe wrong for you, and vice versa. thus, the conclusion is, ignore this post.

what were they thinking?

what were they thinking? why do they think that they are always right? why do they think that they are perfect? why do they never want to admit their mistakes? why do they take everything only on their on perspectives? did they forget that everyone is unique? why did they think that everybody have the same mind as them? not everything bad is really that bad for others, and not everything good is really that good for others. nobody will always be right. nobody will always be wrong. everybody is different. they made the desicion of right or wrong based on these difference, if it's good for them, then it's right, if it's bad for them, then it's wrong. what's the point of being right when being wrong reveals more of the truth than being right itself. is wrong is really wrong? is right really right? or is it just left?

maybe right and maybe wrong,
[a nobody; nobody is perfect]

one heaven of a nite~

it's 5.40am in the morn, and i still refuses to sleep, eventhough i've class at 10.00am today. heh. last night was fuckin fun. wan(xone) treats us all wif 'Sate Kajang Haji Samuri.' he ordered 200 satays for us, 15 hungry people. the fifteen people were sadiku, man tua teratas, din, kepri, bg, geygey, epul, faique, fuad, benjo, aarol, issey, miji, syidot, and me. the night doesn't end then, after resting for an hour at the outer crib, we decided to continue the nite with karaoke or bowling. we went to south city plaza for a game of bowling. at the time, aarol went to the mines for a movie marathon wif chin, dino, adlee, n akher. epul went out to meet a friend. din, miji, syidot n geygey thought they need a rest. then, appy decided to join us. so, the eleven of us played the game wif every skills we had. some gains new skills, benjo for example, he observed a pro bowler playing nearby and decided to follow his movements during the bowl, and as the result, he throwed a very good swinger bowl, he even made miracle bowls, the ball which was out of the lane went back into the center and dropped almost every pin at the lane. he managed to do the action twice. faique said, "babi benjo, cheat code ape ko gune?!". as for me, as the usual dumbass in the bowling game, i only got 84 points after failing to make any pin fall during the tenth round. faique is the highest among us, wif 117 points. it was kepri's turn to treat us all, he paid every single thing which should be paid, including the disposable socks. the fun continues, we stopped at maulana cafe, and this time, it was man's turn to treat us all wif a glass of cold drinks. we reached amanah at about 4.30am. the nite was fun, and the most exciting thing is the fact that i didn't even hafta pay a single cent for all that. urm.. wait i gave 50cents to benjo for the ticket payment. all the fun in the world (just exaggeratin, really) for a price of 50cents, what a wonderful world.-luv-world-peace-

p/s: special thanks to mohd erwan (xone) for the satays, dzulfikry shah (kepri) for the bowl game, and not forgetting abdul rahman (man tua teratas) for the iced milo. heh!

the power of adobe photoshop

amateur work~ next time it won't be the same, it will be different~

BEFORE
AFTER

hurllio 2006!

1.1.2006, it has been 365 days since 1.1.2005. during the year duration, many things had happened, the day i was admitted into the degree course, the days when i dun quite understand anything about differential equation, and the day when i got my first term of bachelor result, it's all in the past, which can never be turned back.

during the past 365 days, i've learned many things, one of the most important lessons of all is one can never have total control of sumthing, there are other factors in control of that sumthing, and that sumthing is everything.

during the past 12 months, i've been given many names, such as aman, man, mancho, cho, acu, syne, choszmeszmonsz, jack etc. too many names, yet none has ever made it into the dean's list. heh~

i'm just a lazy mut*afucka. welcome to another fuckin happy year. fuckin sux! immaouttahere.