akhirnya~
sudah tiba masa aku pulang ke tempat kelahiran aku~
kedah darul aman~
aman~
malahan, terlalu aman untuk aku hadapi~
aku tidak tahu apa yang akan aku lakukan di sana~
bayangkan~
di rumah pun aku hanya dapat membuang masa dengan menulis sampah~
cuba bayangkan disana~
argh! aku bengang! sgt tegang!
aku tidak mahu begini~
bila ku tidur ku ditegur~
bila ku tidak tidur ku ditegur juga~
rambutku juga ditegur~
apa lagi lain-lain perlakuan ku~
semua yg aku lakukan tidak sempurna~
semuanya ingin, perlu, dan mesti ditegur~
itu di rumah~
di sana?
argh! lebih sampah!
lepas subuh 1 haribulan~
aku akan pulang ke Kedah Darul Aman~
doakan aku selamat sampai dan pulang~
selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin jika aku ada tersilap kata dan perlakuan terhadap kamu semua~
sekian~
31.10.05
mind my music~
p/s: i've done a very very long review about my music, twice, and the post just disappear like a dog shit everytime! argh! i'm mad! FUCK!
-disappointed-
i was writing this long post, then suddenly~ swoosh!~ my three paragraphed and still yet to be finished disappears before my very eyes. i was shocked. then i feel hungry. now i'm going to eat my sahur. i'll continue my post later.
[guessed wrong? lol!]
[guessed wrong? lol!]
28.10.05
my life around ramadhan
my birthday is on the 13th of Ramadhan
i had my differential Equation exam on my birthday, and it sux. my worst birthday ever. the nite before, i had a wish came true experience, my favourite singer sang the 'happy birthday' song to me. guess who! :-)(nah~ not slipknot!)
chin peng's reached bazaar Ramadhan (finally!)
chin peng, a friend of mine, only reached bazaar ramadhan on the 22nd of Ramadhan, he had a few tries to go to the place before that, but somehow, he failed to reach the destination in the end.
breaking fast
the uniten musollah provides delicious meals for the people who came to break their fast there. and it is free. there was this time when it rains and there are no usable car around, we can't go to the musollah and eat for free, thus, the options left are maggie mee and sky juice. (we went to sahur early that day~ too hungry to study) there was this another time when me, chin peng, aarol, epulistixes, omar and erwan were going to bazaar, suhaila's disc brake jammed, leaving me and chin peng stranded near an oil pump station, i fixed suhaila and went to the 'outer crib' (the name for the rented house which serves as our port). chin peng ordered our meals from aarol, they arrived to the crib approximately 20 minutes after the maghrib azan, we prayed a lil' late that day.
tarawikh prayer
we never missed any until the day before the final exam starts. it is clear that the exam is the main factor why we missed lots of tarawikh prayer after the night. it was a great loss.
staying up all nite sleeping down all day
it is a good way to continue to revise for the final exam without the distraction of hunger and thirst. we stayed up all nite and slept all day during the exam, of course, we did not sleep during the exam, only me. huhu.
bombastic examinations
i failed to answer de exam paper properly as a result of lack of sleeping. i failed to answer calculus exam paper properly because i had fever on the examination day. i failed to answer c++ programming exam paper tremendously because of the lack of time. i failed to answer circuit analysis exam paper properly because i didn't read the last chapter of the syllabus. i failed to answer mechanic statics exam paper properly because i just don't know.
uptown here we go!
the nite after the last exam paper, we went to uptown to celebrate the joyous ocassion of the no-more-exam-for-this-sem, there were about 40 people followed the convoy. we have to split into lil' groups so that it was easier for us to survey the stuffs. i bought sumthing there. we ate for sahur at about 4 am at a mapley near there, the motorist group went back early as they afraid to be stuck in the rain. we went back to uniten at about 6am.
that's all for now, i'm going to eat my sahur. adieu
i had my differential Equation exam on my birthday, and it sux. my worst birthday ever. the nite before, i had a wish came true experience, my favourite singer sang the 'happy birthday' song to me. guess who! :-)(nah~ not slipknot!)
chin peng's reached bazaar Ramadhan (finally!)
chin peng, a friend of mine, only reached bazaar ramadhan on the 22nd of Ramadhan, he had a few tries to go to the place before that, but somehow, he failed to reach the destination in the end.
breaking fast
the uniten musollah provides delicious meals for the people who came to break their fast there. and it is free. there was this time when it rains and there are no usable car around, we can't go to the musollah and eat for free, thus, the options left are maggie mee and sky juice. (we went to sahur early that day~ too hungry to study) there was this another time when me, chin peng, aarol, epulistixes, omar and erwan were going to bazaar, suhaila's disc brake jammed, leaving me and chin peng stranded near an oil pump station, i fixed suhaila and went to the 'outer crib' (the name for the rented house which serves as our port). chin peng ordered our meals from aarol, they arrived to the crib approximately 20 minutes after the maghrib azan, we prayed a lil' late that day.
tarawikh prayer
we never missed any until the day before the final exam starts. it is clear that the exam is the main factor why we missed lots of tarawikh prayer after the night. it was a great loss.
staying up all nite sleeping down all day
it is a good way to continue to revise for the final exam without the distraction of hunger and thirst. we stayed up all nite and slept all day during the exam, of course, we did not sleep during the exam, only me. huhu.
bombastic examinations
i failed to answer de exam paper properly as a result of lack of sleeping. i failed to answer calculus exam paper properly because i had fever on the examination day. i failed to answer c++ programming exam paper tremendously because of the lack of time. i failed to answer circuit analysis exam paper properly because i didn't read the last chapter of the syllabus. i failed to answer mechanic statics exam paper properly because i just don't know.
uptown here we go!
the nite after the last exam paper, we went to uptown to celebrate the joyous ocassion of the no-more-exam-for-this-sem, there were about 40 people followed the convoy. we have to split into lil' groups so that it was easier for us to survey the stuffs. i bought sumthing there. we ate for sahur at about 4 am at a mapley near there, the motorist group went back early as they afraid to be stuck in the rain. we went back to uniten at about 6am.
that's all for now, i'm going to eat my sahur. adieu
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it's been a while since i last actually write anything here. the last thread was posted about four weeks ago. it is 4 am in the morning. i'm not sleeping. i'm fucking bored here at home. i dunno wut to do, and i'm having problem wif my scoot. any suggestion that can help me ease up a lil' here at home?
2.10.05
1.10.05
home at last...
approximately 17 days more before my 1st sem bachelor final exam, i'm sitting here in front of the pc, thinking about my future, will miracle help me again this time? with the attendance of mechanic static class which i reckon is only about 50%, the complicated wisdom of DE which still couldn't make its way into my brain, the too-many-unrevised-chapters subjects such as Calculus III, Circuit Analysis, and C++ programming, it is totally not wrong to say i am still unprepared for the upcoming final. as i'm typing these words now, i'm having a great hunch that taking the final exam wont be as hard as usual, it will be much more harder than the usual hell.
friendster is becoming more and more 'exposing' day by day, first they put your face into every member of yours start page to tell them that you've just updated your profile, eventhough just by adding a single letter alone to your profile satisfied that condition (read: UPDATES). and now, they told us who visits our page. this might sounded cool from a profile page owner point of view, as we are able to identify who views our page and who don'ts. but have you thought from a perspective of a visitor? visit someone and that someone will know you, and might even thought of it as something more than a mere visit. friendster are slowly adapting into an agent for millions of posers (pencapub) to keep themselves updated and annoying to everyone.
my pemacu ibu jari (thumbdrive) is a goner... huhu
friendster is becoming more and more 'exposing' day by day, first they put your face into every member of yours start page to tell them that you've just updated your profile, eventhough just by adding a single letter alone to your profile satisfied that condition (read: UPDATES). and now, they told us who visits our page. this might sounded cool from a profile page owner point of view, as we are able to identify who views our page and who don'ts. but have you thought from a perspective of a visitor? visit someone and that someone will know you, and might even thought of it as something more than a mere visit. friendster are slowly adapting into an agent for millions of posers (pencapub) to keep themselves updated and annoying to everyone.
my pemacu ibu jari (thumbdrive) is a goner... huhu
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