28.9.05

op amp, LRC and first order circuits.

dear mr. circuit analysis~ [eeeb113]. i will take your test one on one tomorrow. you will see, that i can answer all those operational amplifiers, capacitors and inductors, and first order circuits questions succesfully. no time now, going back to study~ good day.

p/s: happy ramadahan el mubarak to all~

20.9.05

low profilic dog shitting razorblades

/* got my DE result a couple of hours before, still wondering whether i should feel grateful or bloodyfool for it, friendster had changed its interface, can't never keep a low profile on new updates now, less than a month away before my final exam, can't breath, shaking like a dog shitting razorblades, haven't cut my fingernails since last saturday, need to change, want to improve, want to be a useful person, currently listening to radio by alkaline trio, want to sleep, having class at 9 AM tomorrow forces me to wake up early in the morning, want to sleep, cannot sleep, shutting down this comp, -n- */

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine,
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind,
Making the most of a bad time,
I'm smoking the brains from my head,
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red,
This kettle is seeing red...
[Radio - Alkaline Trio]

19.9.05

More than words.....

"Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,
More than words is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me,
'Cause I'd already know"

more than words, the extreme

14.9.05

toothpicking~

-just now-
finished my circuit laboratory session at 9 PM. 4 hours straight on circuitry doesn't make me any smarter.

-hours before that-
missed my DE quiz, which is very somewhat depressing especially when Mr. Johnny Nasrulhaq Boyce wrote all the hints at the whiteboard without erasing it during the quiz.

-a lil' bit more hours before that-
woke up at 9 AM, took my bath and answered my nature call, ready to go to class at 9.20 AM, D.E. class starts at 9 AM, didn't want to upset the lecturer for coming late to his class, so i continued to sleep.

-exactly an hour before that-
woke up at 8 AM, feeling sleepy and lazy to go to Ban Kean Nam's Static class, brushed my teeth and continued my sleep.

-the night before-
revising D.E., which is a hellistic event. updated my blog. Missing my boo~

-the near future-
will be going to uptown. going to take my bath. going to top up my credits. going to do my Isya' prayer. going to sleep. still missing my boo~

nicc o tynne

Black days as the sun burns,
is clearer in the seein' the seen,
forgone such alibi,
suck the days makin' feelin' flies,

minds waiting for the day,
till the day... I'm o.k.....
don't damn me...
don't damn me please...

I'd say..
wake up~
when I smell nicc o' tynne..
you pay~
when I smell nicc o' tynne...
I lie~
when I smell nicc o' tynne...
you pray~
when I smell nicc o' tynne...

an okie for an okie, an okie for my donkey

started at 3.40 AM
{
}
paused at 3.41 AM
started at 4.14 AM
{
d.e. quiz will be having

sleeping noisy friends

psyching up

stupendous anonymous

red humectant lip

toothpicking
}
ended at 4.30 AM

lookin' forward this saturday, B.B and F.D.A~

5.9.05

essential supplements {proposedbyxone}





these are the food stocks of A4-04-11, xone's, gen's, rith's, fish's, and mine. can we survive until month's end with only these? let just wait and see.

this is my first time writing from amanah, i felt very relaxed. 10 megabyte per second, as fast as streamyx~! yeah! lets get it on bebeh![mr.johnny'n'F.D.A]

4.9.05

suhaila sophea, the friendly fiend.

"It was on a dreary night of November, that I beheld the accomplishment of my toils. With an anxiety that almost amounted to agony, I collected the instruments of life around me, that I might infuse a spark of being into the lifeless thing that lay at my feet. It was already one in the morning; the rain pattered dismally against the panes, and my candle was nearly burnt out, when, by the glimmer of the half-extinguished light, I saw the dull yellow eye of the creature open; it breathed hard, and a convulsive motion agitated its limbs."

[from The Modern Prometheus a.k.a Frankenstein , Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley]

The name Frankenstein is often incorrectly used to refer to Frankenstein's Monster rather than the fictional university student who gives the novel its name. The creature – "my hideous progeny" – was not given a name by Mary Shelley, and is only referred to as "The Monster", "The Creature" and "Frankenstein's Monster", or as Victor Frankenstein called his creation more commonly, "The Fiend." Some justify the naming of the Creature as "Frankenstein" by pointing out that the Creature is, so to speak, Frankenstein's offspring.

for more information, visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frankenstein

my suhaila sophea dear~ don't worry, i'm not mr. frankenstein. eventhough you are badly scarred, i will still be by your side and upgrade you from time to time~ just wear that badly teared cover set for a while, i've ordered a new one. as the time come, you'll be as good as new.
"It has yellow, watery eyes, rough stitching, and large size. Victor finds this revolting and although the creature expressed him no harm (in fact it grins at him and reaches his hands out innocently to his creator), Victor runs out of the room in terror whereupon the creature disappears. "

3.9.05

[Death] you never plan it

Hurm~ i'm going home(back at uniten)~
What if i never make it back here?

If I die tonight,
What would I do on my last day?

How to spend the last day, I don't know,
Try to do a million other things,
Hoping somehow time will slow,
I guess what I'm trying to say is,
Take everyday like it was your last,
And work towards your dreams before you pass,
And have a blast while you're at it,
Coz we don't know when we're gonna go,
So make the best of it,
Just keep it real to yourself,
And to all the people,
if you lost somebody before,
Remember they'll be to see you,

Well, if I die tonight,
I wonder where I'll be tomorrow,
Nobody cry, please push away the sorrow,
Coz I haven't been
The best of man,
The best of friends,
The best of mum and daddy's first son,
The best of anything,

If i die tonight,
Will I be forgiven,
For all the people I've been slackin' with when i was livin',
Those who I've hurt their hearts,
Took advantage of and even lied to,
Hug you one last time for forgiveness,
Yea, I would like to,

If I die tonight,
Would you feel the loss,
Tomorrow would you dial my number by accident,
And then suddenly paused,

If I died tonight,
What would happen to her,
How long would it take before she kiss another man,
At fast food joints,
Would you still order the same combo meal for 2,
Things I wish I knew,

If I die tonight,
You know we'll be alright,
Just smile for me,
Reminisce the fond memories...

2.9.05

intellect?

tried a stupid quiz, surprisingly, i was in the intellectual category, which means this quiz is nothing but pure lie~ i'm putting it here anyway, it's seldom that i'm considered as an intellectual person you know.

# 7 - THE INTELLECTUAL
7's are the searchers. Always probing for
hidden information, they find it difficult to accept
things at face value. Emotions don't sway their
decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't
like to be questioned themselves. They're never off
to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady
wins the race.

lissajou





The lissajour graph viewed on oscilloscope

probs probs~ when will the midterm break end?

in just a split second,
it happened,
my beloved suhaila sophea is destroyed,
by my own brother,
i dunno what to do,
i felt very hurt,
i kept remembering the time we've been together,
suhaila and me~
it all went down the drain..
suhaila, i need you!
how can i ever live without you?!

*suhaila sophea is the name of my moskito-125rx

this midterm break sucks!
i dunno how to translate the negativity of my holiday into sentences,
more than words, just more than mere words!

family giving probs, suhaila needs repairing, my wallet bears nothing, exam is coming~

suhaila's feet




a view of suhaila's bottom

1.9.05

my playlist pt.2

I HAVE:
3 door down - Here Without You
Aerosmith - Don't Want to Miss a Thing
Audioslave - Like A Stone
Avril Lavigne - Nobody's home
Ayumi Hamasaki - Trauma (Live)
Blink182 - Stay Together for The Kids
Chental Kreviazuk - Leavin on A Jetplane
Coldplay - The Scientist
Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine
Crazy Frog - Axel F
Crossfade - Cold
Dave Matthews - Gravedigger
Disturbed - Stupify
Dunkills - What a Wonderful World (special edition)
Eagles - Hotel California (unplugged)
Foo Fighters - Best of You
Greenday - Wake Me up When September Ends
Guns N' Roses - Don't Cry
Kci And Jojo - All My Life
Kiroro - Mirae
Kiss - Because I'm a Girl
Korn - Word Up
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit
McFly - All About You
Mr. Big - To Be With You
Murderdolls - Dead In Hollywood
Murderdolls - White Wedding
Muse - Plugin Baby (live)
My Chemical Romance - Helena
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger
Outkast - Roses
P.O.D. - Youth of The Nation
Peter Pan - Mungkin Nanti
Project Pop - Dangdut is the music of my country
Scorpions - Still Loving You
Scorpions - Wind of Change
Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss me
Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss me (version 2)
Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes
Slipknot - Before I Forget
Slipknot - Duality
Slipknot - Eeyore (Disasterpieces DVD)
Slipknot - Joey's Drum Solo (live)
Slipknot - Left Behind
Slipknot - My Plague (OST Resident Evil)
Slipknot - People=Shit (live)
Slipknot - Pulse Of The Maggots (live at Jagermeister Tour 2)
Slipknot - Purity (live)
Slipknot - SIC (live)
Slipknot - Spit it out
Slipknot - Surfacing (live)
Slipknot - The Blister Exists (live at London)
Slipknot - The Heretic Anthem (live)
Slipknot - Vermilion
Slipknot - Vermilion (live at Tmf Award)
Slipknot - Vermilion pt.2
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed (live)
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed (clay version)
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979 (live)
Staind - Outside
Staind - So Far Away
StoneSour - Bother
StoneSour - Inhale
Story of The Year - Sidewalks
System of A Down - B.Y.O.B.
System of A Down - Chop Suey
System of A Down - Toxicity
Tenacious D - Tribute
Tenacious D - Wonderboy
The Beatles - I wanna Hold Your Hand
The Cranberries - Animal Instinct
The Killers - Mr Brightside
The Rasmus - Funeral Song
The Used - Buried Myself Alive
The Vines - Ride
The Wonders - That Thing You Do

I WANT:
Rainbow - The Temple Of The King
Europe - Carrie
White Lion - When The Children Cry
Firehouse - Love of A Lifetime
Great White - The Angel Songs
Poison - Every Rose Has Its Thorn
Bad English - When I see You Smile
Deep Purple - Soldier of Fortune
Mr. Big - Wild World

All these are videoclips, what do you think of my library?