31.8.05

timetable and circuitry

my timetable fot the present sem

EEEB113 CIRCUIT ANALYSIS I

BEEE(Core), BEPE(Core)

Co-requisite: MATB113

Circuit elements voltage-current characteristics, independent and dependent sources. Kirchoff’s laws nodal analysis, mesh current, source transformation. Thevenin’s and Norton’s theorems. Superposition principle. Operational Amplifier terminal behaviour. Transient response of RC, RL and RLC circuits. Sinusoidal steady-state and impedance. Instantaneous and average power. Computer simulation tool (Pspice) in analysing electric circuits.


i'll be sitting for this exam come next week, i haven't revised on anything, my circuit text book and notes were left at Wan's room, he went to Ipoh and locked the room. What should i do now? I went to miss zaipatimah's metalab site to download the notes, but my pc cannot translate the PDF format. Now i don't know what to do, might even forget the simple Kirchoff's Law if this goes on. Somebody, help me, lend me your notes or anything, just anything that might help me score this exam.

30.8.05

my playlist

my playlist

my midterm break video clip playlist, maybe i need a lil' bit of variation in choosing my music list. huhu~ these musics may influence me during these 9 days at home~

Slipknot - My Plague (OST Resident Evil)
The Killers - Mr Brightside
The Rasmus - Funeral Song
Dave Matthews - Gravedigger
Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger
The Used - Buried Myself Alive
Slipknot - Vermillion (live Tmf Awards)
Slipknot - Vermillion
Outkast - Roses
Scorpions - Wind of Change
Slipknot - Before I Forget
Slipknot - Duality
Slipknot - Left Behind
Staind - Outside
StoneSour - Inhale
StoneSour - Bother
Murderdolls - White Wedding
McFly - All About You
Disturbed - Stupify

29.8.05

the shit of arts

art of shit1shitting around

art of shit2being shitted

!&!)!$#@))%

please, i want this holiday to end!
enough mid break for me!
waiting to be free again!
just like waiting the hell freezes over!

i'm slowly turning into a psychotic freak~

in~trough_heart~out

─∞§ⁿ╚Φ╕δ

semalam ada mayat pecah tepi jalan,
berulat cam sial...

semalam ada mayat pecah tepi jalan,
tangan die putus...

semalam ada mayat pecah tepi jalan,
aku rase bangga...

aku yang mengakibatkan mayat tersebut
berbaring di situ...

you don't need to bother

Wish I was too dead to cry,
Self affliction fades,
Masochists to which I cater,
You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be,
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go till it bleeds...

Wish I was too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all,
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me shit to digest,
I wish I had a reason,
my flaws are open season,
For this I gave up trying,
One good turn deserves my dying...

Wish I'd died instead of lived,
The zombie hides my face,
Self forgotten,
with its memories,
Diaries left,
with cryptic entries...

28.8.05

to remember and to forget

"...some dance to remember, some dance to forget..."

-the eagles-

left behind, slip away~

[I ignore you]
As I close my eyes I feel it all slipping away
[I come toward you]
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

-duality-

I've screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
"You cannot kill what you did not create"
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You'll live with me cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the pieces,
and then you can leave me alone,
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

people = shit [peopleequalshit]

Here we go again motherfucker

Come on down and see the idiot right here
too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
Whats the matter with calamity anyways?
right? get the fuck out of my face
understand I cant feel anything
it isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound
and like I got a fucking gun against my head
you live when I'm dead

One more time motherfucker

Everybody hates me now so fuck it
blood's on my face and my hands don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry
but that's none of your business
Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it? spin it around
so I can spit in his face
I wanna leave without a trace
get out, I don't want to die in this place

people=shit
what you gonna do
people=shit
cuz I'm not afraid of you
people=shit
I'm everything you'll never be
people=shit

It never stops
you can't be everything to everyone

Contagious I'm sittin on the side of devils
what do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it, don't tell me you blew it, stop your bitchin'
and fight your way through it
I'm not like you
I'm just fucked up

come on motherfucker everybody has to die !!

inside out

I'm on the outside.
I'm looking in.
I can see right through you.
See your true colors.
Cause inside of you are ugly.
You're ugly like me.
I can see right through you.
See to the real of you.

fuckin' bastard PIGeon~

i don't understand the nature...
FUCK IT!
a pigeon and a bat...
FUCK IT!
a pigeon and a bat and a pigeon...
FUCK IT!
a pigeon and a pigeon...
FUCK IT!
a bat and a whole lot of pigeon's shit...
FUCK IT!
hurm~ maybe pigeons are made to be with pigeons after all...
FUCK IT!
and bats are made to be with their shits...
F...~

26.8.05

from human to real mutated human~

it was a terrifying moment, every person in A4-04-11CD had transformed into real human, it was a glorious event.

erwan dunkillxone
erwan transformed into a monster named xone.

dayat dunkilldax
dayat transformed into a monster named dax.

omar dunkillgen
omar transformed into a monster named gen.

aarol dunkillrith
aarol transformed into a monster named rith.

cho dunkillchosyne
cho transformed into a monster named syne.


they transformed into this montrous form because they loathe exams, tensed up and wallah!
p/s: i loathe Differential Equation very much!

24.8.05

aah choooo~!

sick as starfish~ sneezed again and again and again and again...
brought moi 'hanky'chief everywhere,
but it is truly worth it~!

being targeted by mr. ban kean nam certainly doesn't help a lil' bit,
not an early morning person, maybe a lil' late person,
wuarggh!

when is the holiday? i want my truly deserved holiday!

19.8.05

all i want to know is why?

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...why?
Does any of it matter?
I can't take it anymore...

14.8.05

fromomega

What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes.
Running rampid with free thought to free form, and the free and clear.
When the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a
laundry mat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, now.
We all have a little sin that needs venting,
virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems are ripped
from the branches of office, do you know where your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
When in doubt inside your atavistic allure, the value of sunshine spent, and moonlight earned.
For the rest of us, there is always Sunday.
The day of the week the reeks of rest, but all we do is catch our breath,
To watch the knives zigzag between our aching fingers.
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and
counting, time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
What the fuck is all this for?
What the hell's going on? Shut up!
I can go on and on but lets move on, shall we?
Say, your me, and I’m you, and they all watch the things we do,
and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs,
haven’t felt like this in years.
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse, let me go,
and punch me into the dead spout again.
That’s where you go when there’s no one else around,
it’s just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
Classified my ass! That's a fucking secret, and you know it!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
It’s like ice but no pick, a murder charge that won’t stick,
it’s like a whole other world where you can smell the food,
but you can’t touch the silverware.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
Humph, isn’t that sweet?
when your gaffer taped in the
middle, say a prayer, say a face, get your self together and see what’s happening.
Shut up! Fuck you! Fuck you!
I’m sorry, I could go on and on but
their times to move on so, remember: you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.
Keep the gun oiled, and the temple cleaned shit snort,
and blaspheme, let the heads cool, and the engine run.
Because in the end, everything we do, is just everything we’ve done.

13.8.05

sorry~

i'm sorry guys, having lots of acquaintance telling me to update this blog forced me to log onto this blog and well, update it. i'm still updating the template and etc. maybe after a few months, i'll be an active blogger again. the haze phenomenon in uniten has prohibited me from updating this blog as frequent as usual, furthermore, my midterm exam is just around the corner, pray for me lads~!

p/s: special thanks for aloque for him who told me to update my blog so many many times! lol