R.I.P.

woke up at 9.30am, went to take my bath, weared my shirt and my 'kain pelikat'. i guessed, it's my turn to play the ps2. suddenly, akim told me that haikal deleted the ps2 memory. "Haikal? WTF he is doing here? and how the hell he get to play the ps2? we've got the ps2 hidden in mom's room!" when i entered mom's room, i saw afiq and harith, i scolded them, eventhough i wasn't very angry at the time, because i've trained myself to be more to being disappointed rather than being angry at times like these, but i still have to let out my disappointment right? hey, maybe some if not all of you said i was being childish and reacting too big for such a small matter. yes, i admit it's not the end of the world, but please remember the countless hours i've spent to play the games, including the midnight oil burned. it's like another part of me which grows together wif me inside the ps2, which was just deleted simply like that. another part of me is lost, which stays wif me when everybody is asleep, when i have no money, when i'm angry, when i'm disappointed, when i'm unable to go out, when i'm not wif my friends, whenever. some of you might say sumthing about starting back from scratch, yes, i can restart, but it wont turn out exactly the same, and in the end, that will left me comparing, and saying sumthing like,"this is not like before...this is different" life goes on rite~ but the memory will always be there.

R.I.P. to Amanitium Cho, my persona in WWE raw vs smackdown 2006, who won the royal rumble and took the world heavyweight title from Batista in a six-man battle royale in wrestlemania, with attributes points of 70, you will always be remembered.

R.I.P. too to the custom title belt i made yesterday in WWE raw vs smackdown 2006, which costs 3,350 wwe points.

after losing all these things, i will be playing the game no more, even if i play it, it's just to help my brothers to win the match.

now, i will be back to play Harvest Moon: What A Wonderful Life, i've spent almost 30 hours playing this game, and Haikal is lucky to not to erase the memory of this game too.

btw, haikal, harith, and afiq are my lil' cousins. today, i have 7 cousins staying here, and they are annoying, noisy, and killing me. i dun have any cousin as my peers, i'm the first male grandchild, and the next male grandchild is my own brother.

well, what the hell~ i dunno, maybe i'm just depressed wif my result, wif my family, wif myself, wif everything.

imma outta here~!