mumbles

bored to death now (yeah, as alwaesz),
sleepy, i dun wanna sleep,
lonely, hunny is already asleep.

i wonder,
will we human ever get satisfied?
why do we alwaesz want sumthing better than everybody,
why do we alwaesz compete to be the best,
wut is the point?
wuz it bcoz of incompetent = fool?
and we dun want to be one?
or wuz it bcoz of the respect we get from it?
i dunno...
i never had the experience of being the best,

wut is the point?
is being the best equals everything?
is being the rest such a catastrophe?

this is my personal view,
i am a slave of an irrational system. i can not change any of it. should i go with the flow? should i oppose the flaws? should i stay put?

are there any absolute right, or wrong? wut about true or false? moreover, the ying yang of contradicting ideas is subjective and relative, not absolute.