i fear...

i fear i have an undiagnosed mental illness... help me sumone~ plz...




JE SUIS UN PIERROT (I am a clown)

White (Green) face, painted red mouth,
Painted smile, painted laugh,
Forever smiling, never frowning,
C'est Pierrot,
Je suis en Pierrot,
I am clown, I am one now.

Under the paint, my predicament is perfect,
C'est Pierrot who spins the web
Of beautiful lies
The white (green) paint so perfect, so porcelain
Who knows what creature it hides?

Je Suis un Pierrot,
I smile, I laugh, I jump, I entertain,
Everything is for everyone,
Except for Pierrot,
Except for the clown,

C'est Pierrot's painted smile,
Hides the sorrow of the creature,
Who knows the real Pierrot,
Is the one beneath the paint?

Je suis un Pierrot,
Above and underneath,
Now and forevermore,
I will be c'est Pierrot,
In pretense and in reality.

adapted from anynomous