-duality-

I've screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
"You cannot kill what you did not create"
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You'll live with me cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the pieces,
and then you can leave me alone,
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!